Things didn’t work out, so now we’re back to the original plan. I’ve got to wait another 6 more weeks to see my boyfriend again. Yes, it’s easily doable, but boy was I crushed when my plans to visit him this weekend crumbled at the hands of somebody else.

As tough as it gets, I just gotta remind myself of whats important.

Valentine’s Day was this past Tuesday, and all I really wanted to do was be with Ryan. V-day was never that important to us, but I couldn’t help but feel that every couple on campus was rubbing it in my face. I just miss him. I just miss seeing the one person I can always rely on every day. I thank the Lord for Skype, but you just can’t hug a computer screen and feel comforted by the squarish object awkwardly pressing against my already awkward body.

I fucking miss my boyfriend.